So last night I was thinking about restaurants and how I will 99% of the time order some type of salad. Regardless of what type of food it is. Christ, I've ordered a salad at a Thai restaurant!
So I was thinking, honestly, what I would order if I didn't let my ED thoughts take control. Wishful thinking. But here goes...scary! I haven't ordered real food on my own in so very long.
D'Annas: I have heard remarkable things about the butternut squash. I would love to order that or some type of penne pasta, maybe even pesto!!!!!!! Crazy. I feel out of control and a rebel right now.
NYP: The fucking Chicken wrap for christs sake! I still haven't got it yet. Also, one of their burgers. Real burgers. Yes.
Red Robin: A burger, fries and milkshake!!!!!! It feels CRAZY just to write that!!!!!
Well those are basically the ones I thought of last night. The main things I have deprived myself of for the last year or so. I have been able to have Thai, even only 2 times. But I have been deathly afraid of pasta for so fucking long. I long for creamy, good, real, pasta. I miss wraps of all sorts too!!! Yummy spicy buffalo wraps!! And a damn Red Robin hamburger! They all look so unique and amazing~ I used to 100% of the time order a milkshake with every dinner too!!! Cookies and Cream or Oreo!! Wow, food is porn. Sad. But yes.
Wow, I'm glad I remembered to write about that. It's funny even just writing what I REALLY want, not what my ED wants, and how liberating that is....weird. It's still really weird to me that if I wanted to I could, for once, order a cookie or pastry with my coffee at Starbucks....I haven't done that in years. Or, maybe....even...order a Vanilla Bean Frappachino.....SHUT UP. AHH. Crazy Erin is here to stay bitches!!! Crazy in love with life ( i always have been) (but this time I'm applying that to food).
Okay. Now I'm all jacked up and ready to go hunt something with talons, maybe even a fucking human being.
Or...just go to Rumors. Same thing!!! Suck it!
OHHHHHHH So I remember the other thing I wanted to do. Women's who's bodies and attitudes inspire me. The way they hold themselves, work with their bodies to make things work for them, etc. I really really admire and want that. So here are the winners....
The author of 'Cupcakes and Cashmere' her style, body, love of food is phenomenal and she has curves and works them.
Blake Lively. Enough said. Her style, the way she holds herself is incredible.
Leighton Meester is rad and amazing
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