Body dysmorphic disorder can go hand in hand with either type of eating disorder. Not only is there this physical and mental need to fit into a tiny space, then, at least for recovery, there is the problem of perspective and how distorted your mind is in terms of your body. It's frustrating, but expected. Travis brought this to my attention the other night. Even though I 'feel' a lot bigger I do understand that I may not actually look ' a lot bigger.' So therein lies the problem. This is where you have to trust people right?
I am trying and resisting and yes trying. So I keep going. Had some great pizza on Thursday night, it was very satisfying. However, any hot food after drinking especially is incredibly satisfying.
Mkay. That's all for right now. I'm heading over to say hi to my nut next door.
Keep on TRUCKIN'!!! Christ, okay.
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