Noviembre

It's crazy that it's already November 6th. I had a pretty great October filled with copious amounts of decorations, pumpkin carving, fall baking, and snuggling. I plan to continue this fully through November :) Travis even brought me home great little pumpkins and squashes from work to decorate.

I think I've been doing pretty well. We went to Scotty Brown's on Tuesday and it was wonderfully amazing and romantic. Last night when I got off work we made a spontaneous trip to Applebees for nachos and buffalo wings. I ate all the nachos, like a trooper. And today I feel pretty okay, it is definitely better than it would have been say a few months ago. Sure, throughout the day there was guilt coupled with good thoughts. What I notice though is that the good thoughts are getting louder than the guilt and shame. This is key. Crappy thing about today? I woke up with a worse cold :( I took a bunch of Nyquil and got some head congestion pills that have kept me functioning at work, but I am fading now.

Yu-Ting brought me champagne, tea, and mascara. It was so so nice and perfect because tea is all I want right now. I'd rather be curled in my snuggy with Travis and my tea watching X-Files, but soon enough :)

Travis said the most amazing thing to me last night at Applebees. Now, I wanted the nachos because for whatever reason they are a real scary food for me and at the same time the most satisfying for me. So I didn't actually think I would eat them all, but I did. And when I was done he had the biggest smile on his face and told me how different I am when I'm full and happier. He's so supportive it's amazing. He is my world and deserves only amazing things.

Went and got weighed today, I see my lady and Dr. Jacobson on Tuesday, nutritionist on Wednesday. It's going.

Here goes the best part!

Feeling...
-Sick
-Happy
-A little sleepy

Wanting...
-To not be sick anymore or get sicker
-To not be on my lady time....
-To be at home

Because
-I was already sick! I had 3,000 mg of Vitamin C today dammit
-I am feeling pretty good in that sense ;)
-Because it's way more comfy than this desk at work

Procrastinating on...
-Calling Sallie Mae and Great Lakes!!! TOMORROW!!!
-Jeans....
-Christmas shopping!!

Looking forward to...
-Monday and Tuesday!!
-Not having a cold!
-Not being on lady time!

Daily Gratitude
-Thankful for cold medicine
-The champagne, mascara, and tea Yu Ting brought me
-An amazing night with Travis
-My forgiving body