Recapping...

Things the last few days (4-5) have gone pretty well. I've been on this 10 day work week and part of that (first part) was pretty chaotic in my head with my body. Any type of stress, anxiety etc would be automatically redirected to my body, what I ate, regret etc. The last couple days have gone well. Maybe because I've worn my pants at work? It helps when I'm having an 'issues' day. I got a new work skirt, the bandage one like my black one that is comfortable, so I won't be changing into my black one nightly.

It's still one of my constant triggers, work. If I get stressed etc I spend more time obsessing than dealing with the problem. Granted I have gotten loads better but it's still persistent.

I lucked out with a person at work relating to my situation more than anyone I have ever met. This has been really nice. I've read blogs of people in recovery but I've never met or known someone who has struggled and still is struggling with my same deal. It's nice not having to explain a behavior or try to pretend that all is 100% wonderful.

Travis has been great. He can tell when I'm in my head and he will 'check' my tummy to make sure it's okay. It's really cute and always makes me smile. I am so thankful and lucky.

How did I find someone who tries so hard to understand the disease and work well with it? Someone that I love more than anything?