Micro Managing

The less time I spend controlling my weight and body the more time I see myself trying to control everything around me.

Not exactly everything but work is a good example. Basically I don't trust anyone to get things done. When I do, something goes wrong and it's 'my fault' because I should have 'checked.'

Now this used to be a huge problem for me but now that I get paid more and have a new title, I don't get nearly as frustrated.

But I see my patience for people getting thinner and thinner. Sometimes I have to gather myself so I gain back some compassion.

This is unfortunate because I do not want to be a controlling person who has no compassion or time or patiences for others...maybe it's a sign to stay away from customer service....I think it may be.

Hrm.

That's all on that subject for now.

I'm working 11-7 tomorrow which is nice because it goes a lot faster than 3-11. Also, it's my Friday. Thank Fuck.

It's been a better body week than last. I haven't felt too horrid.

Breathe!