A Lazy Day

I'm almost asleep. The nutritionist was awful and discouraging today. I weighed 81 lbs there and she just told me that to her I haven't gained any weight. Which is not true. She wants me to eat like a patient. A patient who is sick and has to measure and baggie and eat prepackaged meals. I am not treating myself like a patient. This is about getting back to where I was. I can do that and now I want to do that even more just to spite her and her stupid methods. It was so frustrating. I am going to bed tonight full. Very full. From eating. From eating food that is normal, from eating portions that make me full. Not by measuring out 1 tbsp nuts and 13 cherries. Give me a break.