Well this week is going far better than last in regards to anxiety about my body.
I had a pretty great two days off.
Monday I did a bunch of gardening, especially in the front, got some necessities at Target then we all went to the Bistro to watch Evening Magazine's show on us. We went to Copper Hog, Rumors, then NYP. A really good night that consisted of a really good talk between me and Travis.
Tuesday was beautiful and I did lots more gardening. It was Sarah's birthday and Abby was in town. I went over to Sarah's that day and got to see Autumn Charlie and Noel. Cutest family. Nick was in town too so it was a blast. Even Natalie and Raj came and we all had a great party, lots of Lady Gaga, a pinata, a cake with 80 candles then we went downtown to the Ranch Room, I had a fabulous veggie plate then cereal at home.
I had a good talk with my lady about my clothes. I finally took the two 'bad' jeans out of the drawer and set them aside, I also just bit the bullet and got rid of some shirts that reminded me too much of how they fit last summer. So at least I have a lot more room in my drawers and I got a couple tops at Gap in bigger sizes.
I did have a minor....freak-out on Tuesday trying to decide what to wear. I felt that nothing fit and changed literally 6 times. Travis can attest to that.
I told my lady I want to be able to open my closet and just get anything and feel good in it.
But besides that things have been really nice. The weather is incredible, the front of the house is all weeded planted with flowers, little decorations and lined with bricks and rocks. I am very proud of our little yard.
Work's great besides one MAJOR person. Guess who. Besides him being a complete asshole to me. I love working with Natalie, Raj, Tim and even Jerry. We really are a family.
Travis has still been working 2 until almost midnight each night. He's so tired and making a lot of overtime. I am stockpiling all my money from cookies and dog treats for Vegas. My goal is to NOT touch it before. I should lock it up or get an unbreakable piggy bank.
Oliver is amazing as usual. Scratching me all the time and sleeping across my face. Can't complain.
On Tuesday I also parked my car in the back and washed it and cleaned it, it looks so good. Very proud.
Anywho, I told my lady that I had my little breakdown on Tuesday because I think I forgot that I am still recovering and not 'all better.' It snuck up on me and I lost it but it was good to remind me that this is still a process with ups and downs.
I had a pretty great two days off.
Monday I did a bunch of gardening, especially in the front, got some necessities at Target then we all went to the Bistro to watch Evening Magazine's show on us. We went to Copper Hog, Rumors, then NYP. A really good night that consisted of a really good talk between me and Travis.
Tuesday was beautiful and I did lots more gardening. It was Sarah's birthday and Abby was in town. I went over to Sarah's that day and got to see Autumn Charlie and Noel. Cutest family. Nick was in town too so it was a blast. Even Natalie and Raj came and we all had a great party, lots of Lady Gaga, a pinata, a cake with 80 candles then we went downtown to the Ranch Room, I had a fabulous veggie plate then cereal at home.
I had a good talk with my lady about my clothes. I finally took the two 'bad' jeans out of the drawer and set them aside, I also just bit the bullet and got rid of some shirts that reminded me too much of how they fit last summer. So at least I have a lot more room in my drawers and I got a couple tops at Gap in bigger sizes.
I did have a minor....freak-out on Tuesday trying to decide what to wear. I felt that nothing fit and changed literally 6 times. Travis can attest to that.
I told my lady I want to be able to open my closet and just get anything and feel good in it.
But besides that things have been really nice. The weather is incredible, the front of the house is all weeded planted with flowers, little decorations and lined with bricks and rocks. I am very proud of our little yard.
Work's great besides one MAJOR person. Guess who. Besides him being a complete asshole to me. I love working with Natalie, Raj, Tim and even Jerry. We really are a family.
Travis has still been working 2 until almost midnight each night. He's so tired and making a lot of overtime. I am stockpiling all my money from cookies and dog treats for Vegas. My goal is to NOT touch it before. I should lock it up or get an unbreakable piggy bank.
Oliver is amazing as usual. Scratching me all the time and sleeping across my face. Can't complain.
On Tuesday I also parked my car in the back and washed it and cleaned it, it looks so good. Very proud.
Anywho, I told my lady that I had my little breakdown on Tuesday because I think I forgot that I am still recovering and not 'all better.' It snuck up on me and I lost it but it was good to remind me that this is still a process with ups and downs.
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