I had an ALMOST meltdown on Wednesday and Thursday oh and today. Why you ask? Well I thought I would try my jeans on. The ones I recently bought and they are really really tight....Then I put on the Diesel jeans.....Basically I freaked out.
Everything is getting tighter and I feel pretty numb about it.
I'm at work now and antsy about how to go about it.
Bleh.
I had really great days off and had a fun time. I almost stayed in Thursday because I felt ashamed of my body. I spent entirely too much time criticizing my body in front of the mirror. I wasn't able to spend as much time with Oliver or in the yard planting as I wanted to. That's the worst part of this disease, it takes away things you like to do.
:(
I just need some quiet nights and hugs.
Everything is getting tighter and I feel pretty numb about it.
I'm at work now and antsy about how to go about it.
Bleh.
I had really great days off and had a fun time. I almost stayed in Thursday because I felt ashamed of my body. I spent entirely too much time criticizing my body in front of the mirror. I wasn't able to spend as much time with Oliver or in the yard planting as I wanted to. That's the worst part of this disease, it takes away things you like to do.
:(
I just need some quiet nights and hugs.
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