It's Sunday at work and I have been obsessing about my body. I don't think I've gone 10 minutes without touching my stomach/area. Why's that? Well, I suppose I'm a little anxious, mainly because I went to Costco and had yummy samples, but alas that makes me anxious, which makes me obsess, which makes me think I look obviously fat compared to yesterday. (Enter Twilight Zone music) Crazy!
BUT. Let's recap shall we?
MONDAY! You mean FUNDAY! Well Monday was spent doing my pilates!!! (Which I adore), running a couple errands, cleaning like a mad person. Then Travis met Bryan at C. Hog and me and Jaime came after, we had lots of people and a big couch then ventured to the Ranch Room. After getting a ride home I had a big bowl of yummy cereal and sleeps. Overall day, pretty okay, I got to wear my new skirt, which I felt uncomfortable in but did it anyway.
TUESDAY! What a great day! For one, it was sunny, which always makes me happy. I ran to the Hog to get my car, I enjoy my jogs and I felt not too bad from the night before. I saw my lady and we laughed about my crazy thoughts. I always feel better equipped to conquer the e.d. voice after appts with her. At 3 I met all the girls at Jalapenos because it was Abby's day back! We had a great time, I failed to finish my Big Mama. Then real Mama picked me up and we went to Poppes. I love going to Poppes. We had a great time then the girls met me at my place, we had some champagne, baked some brownies, and headed to the Up and Up. I changed clothes because sadly my e.d. voice told me I now looked not okay in the clothes I was wearing. So sadly I put on more baggy clothes (bad). At the Up we got a big booth and a cider then finished the night at the Ranch. The girls waited for me while my cab came around 12 and at home I had another yummy bowl of cereal and fell asleep.
A very busy two days, lots of activity. Wednesday was rest day. I did my pilates, went to work and went to sleep early. Thursday I baked a little, went to work, and we watched Zombie Land. Friday was another nice night in, as well as Saturday.
I have been really anxious about my jeans. Because I know even the newer ones I bought are going to be tighter. So I have avoided them. I might try to wear them during my days off, but we'll see.
BUT. Let's recap shall we?
MONDAY! You mean FUNDAY! Well Monday was spent doing my pilates!!! (Which I adore), running a couple errands, cleaning like a mad person. Then Travis met Bryan at C. Hog and me and Jaime came after, we had lots of people and a big couch then ventured to the Ranch Room. After getting a ride home I had a big bowl of yummy cereal and sleeps. Overall day, pretty okay, I got to wear my new skirt, which I felt uncomfortable in but did it anyway.
TUESDAY! What a great day! For one, it was sunny, which always makes me happy. I ran to the Hog to get my car, I enjoy my jogs and I felt not too bad from the night before. I saw my lady and we laughed about my crazy thoughts. I always feel better equipped to conquer the e.d. voice after appts with her. At 3 I met all the girls at Jalapenos because it was Abby's day back! We had a great time, I failed to finish my Big Mama. Then real Mama picked me up and we went to Poppes. I love going to Poppes. We had a great time then the girls met me at my place, we had some champagne, baked some brownies, and headed to the Up and Up. I changed clothes because sadly my e.d. voice told me I now looked not okay in the clothes I was wearing. So sadly I put on more baggy clothes (bad). At the Up we got a big booth and a cider then finished the night at the Ranch. The girls waited for me while my cab came around 12 and at home I had another yummy bowl of cereal and fell asleep.
A very busy two days, lots of activity. Wednesday was rest day. I did my pilates, went to work and went to sleep early. Thursday I baked a little, went to work, and we watched Zombie Land. Friday was another nice night in, as well as Saturday.
I have been really anxious about my jeans. Because I know even the newer ones I bought are going to be tighter. So I have avoided them. I might try to wear them during my days off, but we'll see.
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