Saturday Thoughts

As I stand here on one foot at the Bellwether Desk I have a wave of anxiety rush on me, then I realize there's nothing to be anxious about, so I am able to make it go away. Why is this? Buspar? Zoloft? Coming into myself more? As....dare I say it...a woman?

You know what is so crazy. The last week or so I've felt more like a woman than I ever have. I mean this in the way of my body. I feel like my weight has distributed throughout my body and I am more used to my curves and feel......oh gosh sexy? It's weird. I do believe I look a lot better than I did last summer. I do believe I am prettier now because I have color in my face, my hair is more shiney, my skin is better, my body isn't gross. I get a million more compliments now than I ever have.

So. I feel pretty okay right now :) I'm pretty damn lucky.

Feeling:

-Comfortable
-Happy
-A teeny bit hungry

Wanting:
-For work to be done so we can go out and play! It's been a while.
-For Herzog not to show up so I can take my jacket off.
-A Boomer's burger, Digiorno Pizza, or Chili?

Because:
-I am feeling ready to go out and wear my cute new flannel shirt. Plus Nick is in town and wants to hang out.
-See above
-I am craving weird things. Wait, I am craving NOT rice cakes! For once I am craving real normal food. I haven't bought rice cakes in over a week and I have no desire to.

Procrastinating on:
-Well, I have a good chunk in my savings account. We got the plane and hotel tickets. We just have to pay the parents back for the plane tickets. Rest of the bills are paid for right now. Groceries bought.
-Nothing really?

Daily Gratitude:
-I'm glad it was sunny out to take a short jog.
-I got 2 wonderful new amazing kitty toys at Clarks!
-I had a really good Chai Latte.