Whyyyy

This is my "Why" list which also is my "To work on" list.


Why can't I see what other people see
Why can't I see my body the way other people see it
Why do I see this body that is not mine in the mirror
Why can't I see my face and appreciate beauty
Why can't I accept, embrace, and love my flaws
Why can't I let go

Here's the catch, I used to be able to do all that. I used to look down and say "damn, I love me." Looking down now is terrifying, it's filled of hate and torture. If I really really really try I can do it, I have to try harder.

Another catch, I do love me. I love my personality and I know I am capable of taking care of me.

:)