Well in 2 days we will be in Vegas!
I am super excited and a little nervous. Not as nervous or anxious as I was when we first booked it though.
I have been practicing letting 'go' and trusting my body more. Yes ups and downs, but more ups during the last 3 weeks for sure. I'm scared about the food yes, I am scared about a swimsuit yes, I am scared about how I feel the next day.
I do like my swimsuit, I got new bottoms and kept an old top I had. I also sprung for some new shorts, not that I don't love wearing my blue ones over, and over, and over .....I found some really soft white ones that make me feel pretty okay in them. I am nervous about tank tops but have been making a point of not wearing baggy clothes, since it is in the 100's in Vegas...holy hell. I have never been in that hot of weather.
I am nervous that for example I wake up after day one feeling 'fat, guilty, etc' and have it interfere with my day, BUT I recognize that may happen and I will try my hardest to fight back and enjoy each moment of our vacation :)
I am so excited though for a vacation with Travis.
EEEE.
I am super excited and a little nervous. Not as nervous or anxious as I was when we first booked it though.
I have been practicing letting 'go' and trusting my body more. Yes ups and downs, but more ups during the last 3 weeks for sure. I'm scared about the food yes, I am scared about a swimsuit yes, I am scared about how I feel the next day.
I do like my swimsuit, I got new bottoms and kept an old top I had. I also sprung for some new shorts, not that I don't love wearing my blue ones over, and over, and over .....I found some really soft white ones that make me feel pretty okay in them. I am nervous about tank tops but have been making a point of not wearing baggy clothes, since it is in the 100's in Vegas...holy hell. I have never been in that hot of weather.
I am nervous that for example I wake up after day one feeling 'fat, guilty, etc' and have it interfere with my day, BUT I recognize that may happen and I will try my hardest to fight back and enjoy each moment of our vacation :)
I am so excited though for a vacation with Travis.
EEEE.
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