Holiday

I wore my jeans last night. I made a point of doing it. I put them on, jumped on the bed, turned about a million times, tried to convince myself they looked good, I was fine, trying to be calm until I finally had to tell myself to just leave. So I did. I wore them and felt okay. Still anxious, nervous but fuck I did it. So there we go. Go me. Ugh. I am going to wear them tomorrow too dammit. I can and I will.

Today was pretty okay, even after drinking last night. I ate popcorn last night when we got home and it was A. VERY satisfying B. Didn't make me feel sick or bloated, so that's cool! I got some good errands done today too. I got jars at goodwill for my Christmas gifts and the ingredients I needed. At work I made cute little how to cards for them and when I get home I'm going to fill them up. I think they'll be pretty cute.

Work was alright tonight, It just felt good to get stuff done.

Tomorrow I have some hotel cookies to bake and I am hoping to lurk around downtown because there are a few Christmas things going on downtown. Going out tomorrow night probably. Travis wants to go to a show at the Night Light and It would be fun to have another go at it with the 'jeans.'

I also found a great sparkly green scarf that I wore tonight at work for Christmas. I love it. I am also in love with the decorations at work.

Ohhh and Travis got Tuesday Wednesday off so he can come to the banquet at the Lakeway on Wednesday. Catered event with drinks and hopefully my parents win! I'm so so glad he can come. He is so incredible.

I went on an amazing run today. It was so cold and sunny it felt great. Also, what I noticed today, when it comes to running, I have a LOT more stamina than I used to. I actually ran fast today and it was great and just felt so good to stretch and wake up. I have really enjoyed running again. Especially around our cute neighborhood where I see at least one squirrel per run.

I love this Christmas season with Travis. He has been the biggest part of my recovery. He's so great and I love our Christmas home :)

I can't wait to be home in sweats :)