Breathing

I've been feeling extremely crazy lately. My days off were full of anxiety because I didn't get to see Travis during them and I didn't really have plans. And not having plans for me equals anxiety. I've always been like that and I have to work extra hard to relax.

My day back at work Wednesday was hard and I was "feeling" fat. Thursday was stressful too. Friday I felt a little better. It's still very up and down throughout each day and from each day.

Travis is so incredible and patient with me. I can't believe I found him. He is my rock, my soul person, my love and my biggest supporter. How lucky am I?

Work was stressing me out last week from the shift issues and not having enough people to work, no days off with Travis etc. Natalie was amazing enough to trade me a day off with Travis. I know things will eventually fall into place with the schedule from hiring more people this week so I'm starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I've also had to take a step back and be thankful for having a job, that I do love, I love my co-workers, I work next door to Travis, we have the most beautiful home and adorable cat. I'm so lucky.

So this is me breathing. Day by day.