It's been a while since I have
updated. I haven't felt the need to. I haven't felt the need to read my eating disorder blogs everyday, maybe once a week.
I haven't felt the need to be down on my self at work or even on my hung over days.
I haven't felt massively guilty after eating something 'not normal' or grabbing a bite here and there of different food, even mac and cheese.
I also haven't felt that I've gained enormous amounts of weight.
I haven't felt the need to feel my thighs and hate that they touch.
I haven't hated my stomach so much where I curl in a ball.
It's pretty cool :)
I got a new pair of jeans and have been wearing them, also I think my biggest victory lately has been my purchasing of 6 fitttted tank tops and wearing them. It's nice to not wear baggy and I actually feel better about myself wearing clothes that fit.
updated. I haven't felt the need to. I haven't felt the need to read my eating disorder blogs everyday, maybe once a week.
I haven't felt the need to be down on my self at work or even on my hung over days.
I haven't felt massively guilty after eating something 'not normal' or grabbing a bite here and there of different food, even mac and cheese.
I also haven't felt that I've gained enormous amounts of weight.
I haven't felt the need to feel my thighs and hate that they touch.
I haven't hated my stomach so much where I curl in a ball.
It's pretty cool :)
I got a new pair of jeans and have been wearing them, also I think my biggest victory lately has been my purchasing of 6 fitttted tank tops and wearing them. It's nice to not wear baggy and I actually feel better about myself wearing clothes that fit.
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